Christmas vacation, soon.

One last date.
He's Emo boy. Although he's 37.
He cuts his own hair, it's sort of choppy, but sort of cute on him. He admits to having a fetish for girls who knit.

We meet for sushi. I don't think he's ever eaten sushi.
He's sweet.
He says weird things like "I like a woman who takes care of herself." At first I think he means, like I pay my own rent and stuff, than I'm not a student. No, he means it as a compliment that I look good....for my age.
Ha hahaha.
I drink, I smoke, I do yoga, I eat fast food sometimes...I should not take this as a compliment, but I do. I'm stupid and horny again.

drinks/food: We have a cocktail at Bal Mar. We eat lots of sushi (well I do, he's afraid of it). We drink saki. We have another drink after dinner.

Topics of conversation:
Age.
Looks.
How cool he is because he's Emo.
How he's overcome weird parents and been able to do what he wants to do.
I don't know hy I think he's endeering but I do.

We make out at the bus stop (he doesn't own a car).

That was fun.

myspace

I just got a request from the jagermeister boy from Halloween to be his friend.
I love it!
He's just trolling for more people for his "Lancenation " world take over.
He blogs on myspace about his big win on Halloween.

We send mssages back and forth.
Plan on meeting up this weekend.
Why not?

I'm having no luck, might as well have an entertaining breakfast and maybe make a new friend.

I have my pearl earing back

Mr. Reeves showed up at work and hand delivered it. He's a cocky bastard. Not looking my best. I was sniffling and not feeling well. He caught me off guard while I was helping David with a customer issue. I even had called in sick yesterday with this cold and he gets to see me like this. Why? What do I need to learn form this?

At least I have my ear ring back.

No more 40 year olds.
No more lawyers.
Can I say no more divored men?

Fucked up.

wanna come over to play?

This I IM to James Dean around 11:45am.
He's a my house by 12:15.
I had to shower and change the sheets.

We kiss and move right on in to the bedroom, I'm not looking to talk.
We have a very fun hour. fucking. awesome. all is right with the world.
I love a big cock.

We both really needed this.

drinks: Coffee after.
Topics of conversation: He's been dating, some 22 year old off craiglist. but she doesn't want to deal with a 4 year old. He seems like he's shocked, doesn't understand. Men are idiots.

thanks but no thanks

I receive the best (ha) message from Mr. Reeves.
He does not want to persue a relationship with me. It goes on and on.

I laugh at it and share it with Bryan at work.
"He's asshole" Bryan says, "forget about him"
He's right.
But what's wrong with me?
I'm begining to wonder, then I remember I'm trying to date in Seattle.
Fucked up.
I quit.